Monday, February 22, 2010


Full fury
Fury of a mending heart
A fury youve yet to know
A fury that can come
as a flurry
but take you by storm

like hell cannot match
A fury which drives passion
like this heart has never
had a glance at - never seen before
A passion thats ignited anew

is the drive that brings life
and healing to a heart
once shattered
Passion is what mends it aright
not like...

Heart's fury
which drives one mad-
fury lets a heart mend
but you'll find that it bends
a heart that heals in fury
will heal malformed, twisted

© copyright by Michèle Aimée Lahaie, 2010

Monday, February 15, 2010

I love you... I love you not...

My heart beat
one. two.
three and four.
My heart throbbed
bum. babum.
and missed a beat

Ahh, let me sing to you
I want you to know
what my heart sings
and what comes and goes
throbbing in bitter throes

Let me tell you whats on my mind
I want you to see the very things
to which you have never paid mind
The heartache and break I have
and the confusion in you i find

I love you
I love you not
Leave me
but don't go away

My skin crawls at the thought
of what you've done
and what you might do again

But I feel so nauseous, nauseous,
nauseous at the thought of leaving
of never having you by my side

Don't mistake me, my dear
I loved you once, by the water
and I kissed you many times on the sand

But that boy I knew was left
standing by the waterside
when your mind said goodbye

This new fool came
and stood in your place
though he wore your face

I want to tell you
don't want to tell you
i love you
don't love you

The sweet boy has made his way back
to my heart, and at the sight of his eyes
glittering again so very bright
I just cannot deny him - stay with me
but yet I fear the fear itself, the fright

Darling, I miss you sometimes
but don't take me wrong
my fear is not unfounded
for that time when you broke our hearts
and left me dumbfounded....

I loved you
can't love you
want to love you
don't trust loving you....

© copyright by Michèle Aimée Lahaie, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

deserving better

with the tears rushing down my face
i realize these wounds are still
far too fresh to fade away

I think about you one last time
but i cant let myself make that mistake
not again. so i turn my back on you

How could you let it take you so long?
To realize I was the one you'd been asking for?
That i was all you had been waiting for

Why did you have to play my heart
i wish it could sound like sweet melody
instead its a broken string, so out of tune

Why did it take you ruining what we had
to finally find that I was the one
who would always love you, and was strong

It happened so fast, and Im happy Im free
but i hoped i'd be to you, what you were to me
instead my heart still cries like a storm in the night

How could you not see that our hearts were right
and that I had fire, my heart brimming with love,
arms to carry you through, and passion that was true

Why did you have to say that through your mistakes
that you finally could see that you and i were meant to be?
Your lying cheating heart is not good enough for me.

You say Im what you've been hoping, wishing, praying for
But all this time, what i deserve is what you ignore
I deserve a heart much better; a heart that will- to me- be true.

© copyright by Michèle Aimée Lahaie, 2010